if only time will rewind back to the 1st day of this year...
if only i could change the past ...
if only i could meet u back....we will start again like before..
if only u would never ever did that to hurt me
if only u werent blame me for everything ...when i was kindly telling the truth..

and if that could happen ....things will not become like this in reality ..
well ...if the 'if' is occured in our reality ...all the ppl in the whole world wouldnt be starving!
now
u cant put 100% trust in a person ....
for u at last will be the one who hurt deeply...
my dearest goh goh....yeah ...you are right ....you told me that this is what we called it life....
yeah i m totally agree with that now..
life goes like that ...whether u like it or love it or not...
and we should remember our life is in God's hand ..
we could never predict what will happen next ...
maybe what had happened now ....God is just wanna give me the experience ...
so that i would not easily hurt by someone else in the future...because there is still a long way to go..
well ...i trust God like always...
i shouldnt cry because of what u did to me ...
because i think its stupid ...
and an apologise doesnt even mean a thing for me ...'sorry no cure'
if only a word sorry can change everything to be better...what for we still need police in this world..?
take action is the most important ...
if u expect me to trust u back after the apology that u had made...
sorry i wouldnt do that anymore....and NO MORE!
after u had apologized....u didnt change ....and things get much worse than before..
so what's the point u apologized?
i really dont understand ....
i try to pretend nothing had happened now ...
i tried but now ....
i felt that what u said to me were all CRAP!
u even tried to 'persuade' someone to trust u ....wow ....u r great ...!
-life-{i m gaining much experience throughout the whole incident...thanks to u}