Finally....

finally i have finished my exam ...
haha ..i can actually have a nice chat with u guys in msn ..
missing u guys a lot..
well of course i miss my baby -more-
haha ... today right after we finished....me,ching,ling,liau, jer, and hien went out to have lunch together... though not for long, still we got to enjoy it much ..
hm ... seems like ching's mood has become better right after the exam finished ...
it's good to see her back ... miss her laughters...
after we had our lunch ... ching and me went to see the same dentist ...let's call him Mr.P..
i was there to check up ..
Mr.P was actually telling me that i should need to wear the 'stupid dummie plastic thingy' [the retainer] to maintain my teeth ...
did i told u that i was having braces on my teeth before...?
i think nope..
well yeah ... now i had my braces off ..but still need to continue to wear the stupid thingy...
when can i get it off? sigh~ hopefully one day it will...hehe

okay that's not the climax... Let's continue

once i need to turn to go out from the dentist room ...i carelessly caused a cup of water that had been ready which was actually put beside my seat .....it actually fell on my seat ..and my skirt was all wet...=X
oh gosh ....i really cant imagine how embarrassing was that time ...going out from the room and walked across the street to my shop ...
What a day~

My Lovely PiggiezZ

these are my collection of piggieZz...
this is my favourite piggie of all...it's a birthday gift from Ming...thanks Ming ..i love it so much

27/9

Happy 18th birthday to ZhiZhi ...<--- sweet 18 already lu ... kinda envy...naH! 30/10 will be mine too .. i m looking forward for that day to come ...i cant wait to have my sweet 18 birthday.. what can i do for this special sweet 18 birthday...? maybe hanging with friends or ..maybe hm .. i dont know..maybe just celebrate it alone AGAIN--- ... too bad ... anyway, cheer up girl ..<---i m actually talking to myself ..=P

today ...once again ..i had not enough time to finish up my economy paper..

aiyo....why cant i write a lil bit faster ...

or maybe just i wasted too much time on the essay part ...

10 minutes left ..what can i do again ...just try to draw the table ..

but still not enough time to calculate it ..

my 20 marks flown away just like that ...

just hope that i can pass...

to 'someone':

please dont act like u dont know anything in front of me okay! ...

i m not a stupid ... & i m not a kid.... wont be cheated that easily please ...

u act like u r not good at all ..and keep giving compliments to others ...

but i know that u r not giving it sincerely

u r actually 'smarter' than all of us ...but ..u act like u r an idiot ...! that's what i hate the most in you!

okay enough ..

i m too over already ...

calm down baby=X

feeling guilty...s0b

finally ...i had finished two subjects...still left three subjects to go...
about today ... i thought that i wont be having much time to finished up my paper...
luckily i had finished it on time ...
Thanks God ...yeah this is the good news...
but what about the bad news...
aiyo ...kinda embarrassing ...
but i will still share with u all ..
i took mini bus to go home right after school finished...
while i was inside the bus ...
i was actually taking out few coins from my purse
and be ready to give it to him right after i reach my destination ...
however, when i reach,
i said bye to wan zai then got out from the car....
i didnt even notice that i didnt pay for the bus fee ...
suddenly i thought of "why m i still holding the coins" ..
by that time then i realised that i didnt pay ...
when i turned, the mini bus left...
i m still wondering if he did notice that i didnt pay ...but he should horn me if he did realised...
"why was wanzai doesnt tell me that i didnt pay" questioning in my mind....
or maybe he also didnt realised ..
coz he was daydreaming in the bus just now ..
i can see that ..haha ..=X
i really hope that i can meet the driver back
so that i can pay back the bus fee for today ..
=( ...God please lead me to the bus next time
so that i can pay back to him ....
i dont wanna owe anyone's money ..
feel so guilty nehz... forgive me not....=P

i m dying of reading!

oh man ... i cant really giving full concentration with the PA....

i hate reading it ... its just like Sejarah that i had taken it in form1 till form 5...

too many things too read and memorise..

teacher warned us if we didnt get 50/60 ... if not

we will be going to do all the notes from chapter 1 till 4...

fortunately we didn't sign any contract or make a promise with the teacher..

haha.. i think maybe she is just kindly want us to try our best to score in her paper...

well.. she isn't that bad afterall <---i think?

what m i going to do now...?

just start it off now.... no choice... Blerk~

Thanks a lot..

hm ...really thanks to baby, bao and pingping for being a good listener..
thanks to suekiun ...for always giving encouragement and support to me ...
thanks to ching and also ivan for being concern and caring ...
thanks to chris goh goh & mingyap goh also...
i am really happy for having u guys as my friends...=)
huggies^^ winkZz

Frienship Never End~

not doing well this time..

m i going to fail my muet..? can i get more than band 3..? i really dont know..
sigh~ today all lower 6 students in out school were having muet exam in the school hall ..
well ..u can guessed that inside there is totally hot and suffocating without switching on the air conditioner... for the listening part in muet paper 1...i really couldn't listen clearly to what the ppl say in the radio...maybe it was the echo because we were sitting for the exam in the hall... i really dont know what to do with my answer sheet...so i just randomly choose the answer... too bad ....
lastly i had done the worst essay writing ever in form 6...lol.. i had no time to think more points for the essay. Right after i finished my summary ...i was just having 30 minutes left .. So u can see that how rush i was in writing the essay... with my ugliest and dirtiest writing ever ...i dont think teacher will be please with my answersheet... =X ...anyway ...i will be ready for the next subject to come ...hope nothing goes wrong...

i m sorry

i m here to say sorry to my friend-W- for one last time..

really sorry for what i had done to u last sunday..

that night ching was performing at stage as a drummer in a band competition ..

well ..i was there to support her with our friends too..

once i reach there..i was happy to see that everyone had arrived .... i tot that night would be an enjoyable night for me ...however i really dont know why..when i was there ...i feel like i m invisible among my friends ...i cant get into their topic! ... "what actually had happened" i asked myself...but i really cant get it...how come i cant get along with them ...i had fun with them in these two month before that sunday but why ...? right after ching performed...i went home ...

that time i really felt very bad mood..i typed one unpleasant sms to -w- which sounds like i dont wanna be friend with him anymore...<--- this sounds a bit childish really ...i m regret of doing it ..its just like i m putting all the fault on -W-

since then ...-W- never ever talk to me at school.... he keeps ignoring me until now... i can see that i m invisible in his eyes...i told him that i m sorry and i treated him like my bestest friend ever ...however he said that he treated me as his best friend as well....but he seems like he didnt take any action for that ...but i did ..i did smile with him today that causing me feel uneasy when i saw he didnt even notice me at all ..and just walked past me ...

sometimes i felt stupid for myself until tears dropped down from my eyes.. when will this end? i cant stand anymore...even today when i was doing my essays[muet exam]... my mind was kept disturbed by this..everyday i just keep hoping that tomorrow will be better...

Hello there..

i m a newbie blogger here..
i m here to share about my life with all of u..
why m i suddenly feel want blogging ...well...it's because of one incident that caused me feel really upset until now...and i wish to share it with u all here..
maybe it would be better to express my feelings using typing here more than talking..
hehe ..so all of u out there... dont hesitate to have a look when're free....
u are always welcome ...=P