Sunday, November 18, 2007

i didnt blog for days neh ...maybe can say about one week ...
its not because i dont want to write but there is still something, its better to put it as a secret in my heart ...
i m still havent make up my mind whether i need to go to kk to study ...
there are many things that would kinda like wanted me to go there...
well ...i think most of all i would be thinking about baby ...
i miss him so much ...
and of course if i could go there to study ..we will have much time together ...
but ..once i thought of now ...i m totally depend on my parents too much ...
i would not like to leave so fast nah ..that's the problem ..
my lil sister is going next year ....
i would be not getting use of the life without her laughs and also sometimes we quarrelled...
i will be missing all these things...
sigh~ what can i do..?
today ... i was surprised to see jason and james came to church neh... miss them so much...i thought they would be staying at home doing their revision as they are having spm now...
well ganbatte guys ...
we chatted about crap things ....and discussed about lil sissy ....haha ..
it was fun...
this afternoon ...i mean just now, i went to jog with baobao,lingling and vuivui...
before that me, bao and ling went to have drinks at qqice..
we chatted about courses that we r taking now ...and sadly bao said he will be going to kk to study soon and probably next year ...
see....everyone is going now ...
going somewhere to study ...
what about me..?
at that time i saw many girls ...i mean ladies...and also some underage were smoking ..
oh gosh ... i felt disappointment in a sudden ...
say NO to SMOKING!
we didnt jog much ...because of raining ...
so we went home ....
sigh~ boring ...
need to drive by myself without companion .....so scary ....anyway i went home safely ..
thanks God for being there for me throughout the journey ..
keke ..
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