lesson that i had learnt today

well it's from my friend ..

one should be faithful to their love ones...
for one should always remember their love ones when they out with other friends ...
dont ever try to have eye contact to the one that u just treated them as ur best friends but maybe they didnt ...
well ....friends are still friends ...cannot be too over ...<---yeah it's totally true ...
dont even try to think about to give any hope for someone else ..
or else u will hurt and lose both of the 'party' ...
yeah for one should know and believe in this ...so please dont ever try it ...

i was kinda like not paying attention with what my friend told me ....
but when my friend had finished the talk ... i felt like what my friend said is kinda true ....and i did agreed with it....hm ...thanks for the counsel ya my lovely friend ...

a memorable 18th birthday

last night i have fallen asleep at about 11.00pm ...
sorry ah fen ....haha ...we did smsed together but then i had fallen asleep in a sudden without realised that u have sent msg to me ...
at 12.00a.m straight in the morning ....there was my k-brother, chris called me and wished me happy birthday ...i thought it was ma alarm clock...but it wasnt
i was awakened by his call last night ...
this time u didnt make any mistake ah goh ..not bad ...thanks alot ..muacks ...
then i saw some birthday wishes msg from my friends ..
thanks alot for u guys wishes ..
keke ...i dozed off quite fast right after the call ...
i was like saying 'em ah thanks goh so much and bye' ....felt like so rude to ma goh ..
but anyway ...that time i was really sleepy neh ...so sorry goh ...please forgive me ...

i woke up quite early today ... maybe because of i felt excited as today is ma birthday ..
haha ..u will never know..=P
i went to school quite early today also neh ...
i m really happy that everyone greet me happy birthday ....thanks guys ...muacks ..love ya all ..


this afternoon i was reading my singapore's true ghost stories book all along ...without realised that mum and dad were out to fetch my cousin ..
once the got back ...there is something fishy about the smell of some kind of burnt rubber ...
dad thought it was caused by his car...
but then he didnt notice anything wrong with the wheel ...so he went to the back of our house..
once he went to the back ...he shouted for us to call for uncle fed<--my neighbour ...i was like huh...? what had happened..? then i went outside to see ...i saw there was smokes all over uncle fed's house ...i was shocked at that time ...at that time i can hear many ppl screaming for help....dad kept shouting and urging me to call uncle fed....
i rushed to the phone and called ..but it kept enganged! ...oh gosh .....i was kinda panic that time ...i rushed out and told that ....well....dad was like scolding me and shouted me to call again ...
right after that ...he climbed into my neighbour's house to help... no one got the keys to get in ....so that's the best way to go in ..
dad tried to break the door so that he can splash water into the house ..one of the neighbour climbed in to help...
well at that time ...dad asked me to call the bomba...
i was totally shocked that time till i cant even talk in a right way ....
all in broken malay ...haha ...like those fishmonger at the market ...
even 'asap'<--smokes... i said it as 'abu'<--ash.....
i cant even imagine how funny i was when talking with the person on the phone ..
anyway ... my dad finally put out the fire ...thanks to the help of my daddy<---he is such a hero ....and one of the neighbour ...
we were all calm down ....
dad told me that he was afraid that the fire will spread to other houses included ours...
hoho...Thanks God ...everything is okay and fine now ...
not long after that uncle fed finally reached home ...
it's just only a small part of the living room caught fire ....
thanks God that dad and other neighbours had helped at that time
Daddy is our hero ...wakaka ...i m a smally hero too coz i called the bomba ...kaka ..=X ..
dad said now we had gained experience throughout the whole process ... except my lil sis ...coz she wasnt at home that time ...
hm ...i think today is the most memorable birthday that i have never had in my life ...

tomorrow is no more special to me ....i can feel that

i am so not in the mood right now ....
i really dont know how to explain why m i in this kind of situation ..
i just felt like i have been thrown to a deserted islan or even more serious ... a deserted rubbish area
what can i do .....i did asked for help in my heart but its hardly for me to voice it out ...
sweet 18 is actually no more important for me ..
sometimes i feel like ..hey ...why m i 'here'?!...
there is nothing that i can do or to solve it ..
NONO ...
i could just only try my best to smile in front of u all ... yeah ...
i should be happy as tomorrow is my 18th birthday ...
but i have celebrated it earlier ...
so ....there is no more special for that day to arrive anymore ...m i right?
just tell me that everything will be okay <---this words....maybe it will do to cure my
-moodiness-

*Special thanks to ah fen for becoming a good listener ..keke ...*

Cheer up girl~

well today ...i arrived at school quite early nehz ..
felt so sleepy and tired ...
this is the last week that we need to go to school ...
so just try to stand for the whole one more week o ..
anyway ...we were free for the whole morning at school ...
all teachers were busy with the -HARI KONVOKESYEN-
and for me ...i did helped angie to cut the alphabet out for the backdrop decorations on that day with ling ...
once i cut it ...i really cant stop cutting it ..it's just like i was addicted cutting it ..oh my gosh ..
my friends were all kept asking me why m i so hardworking and so helpful in a sudden ....they were asking if i m okay ....because ling and angie soon after that they fallen asleep ...
they didnt wanna cut liao ....and just left me ....but right after that i also stopped since teacher was in the class and was trying to teach us ...
but then he saw there were just a few of us in the class ...and we refused teacher to teach us that day ....
free again then ...

* i saw something that i shouldnt be seeing it .....well they really freaked me out suddenly ...i never thought that it happened so fast in just a sudden ....when i saw it ...i just tried to talk to myself ...i m wondering if it is really true coz i really cant believe that it happened so fast ...
oh gosh ....well that time just only me who saw it ...but i dont think i m the 1st one to know it ....maybe i m the last one nehz .....i feel like i m so not updated with the news dy ...i should say i cant believe what i saw is true .....
anyway sometimes things will be happening rarely in front of us and we wouldnt be able to predict it exactly ...
well once i saw it...i never dare to look for it anymore ...maybe what bi said is true ...haha ....it's just too soon ....TRUTH IS TRUTH*

and so that's all for today ....

celebrating su ching's birthday together with mine ..

well last night was the night that all of us have been waiting for so long ....and of course i was really excited yesterday ..

we planned to take dinner together at ocean king ....a seafood restaurant ...

i was driving last night ....i fetched suekiun and sheen together we went to the restaurant ..

we were the earliest to reach that place ...

oh Thanks God for giving me a safe journey

we chatted for about half an hour then angie them arrived ...

we were happy to see them ...

just left two ppl that havent arrive ..they r suching and liau ....15 minutes later they arrived and then we went to find a suitable table and sat

there were 9 of us taking dinner together...they are....suching,me,jer,angie,ling,suekiun,hien and sheen...

after taking dinner, we were all taking pictures couples by couples....i mean two person in one picture ... and some silly and funny pictures which captured by hien ...he is pro in capturing ppl's ugly scene pictures neh ..

after that we went to taman utama together...we were going to have our 'cake ceremony' at the park ..

we were all having fun taking pictures together .....posing like a model and some dancing...there were some playing the see-saw at the playground near the park...

after that time to get the cake ceremony started ..

not long after that came ivan,bao,vui and weijuin ..

after we had our group photo ..

it's already 11.30pm ...

it's time for us to go home ...

thanks guys for the lovely night

me and jer *smile*

me and suekiun darling

me and sheena

there are more picture that i havent upload in here ...coz some of them is at suching's and also sheen's cam...i will be uploading it when i got it ...

27/10/2007

i was driving to school yesterday since teacher said the raya celebration will be ended on 11.00am...and that was not free to fetch me that day...the celebration started on 7.00am...
we were all gathered in the hall to watch the raya performance by the students ..
there was no chair provided for us to sit ...so all of us had to sit on the floor..
euw....it's gross ...everyone is stepping on the floor with the shoes on ...
u can guess how gross it is when they went to the toilet and went into the hall again and stepped on the floor in the hall ....
how could we sit on this dirty floor...=X i was asking myself ..
well ...there was no choice ....what to do ...so we just sat
after about one hour sitting in the hall ...my friends and i complaining about our buttokcs felt painful and also legs were numb ...hoho...
so we decided to go out from the hall to take some fresh air ..
fiuh~ ...we were so boring and didnt know what to do on that time ..wish to go home but cant ..
we found a place to sit down and shared our songs in our mobile together ..
finally 11.00am has arrived ..we were all plan to go out for lunch and then see ghost movie
together ...
i felt really excited that time...

unfortunately, i met car accident ....i mean i got into it ...
the stupid mini bus crashed on the back of my car ..
at that time i was really scared ...i kept looking if my car was being crashed because i cant believe that ...that was my car which being crashed ..
then i saw angie pointing her finger at the back of my car and she nodded her head a few times ...well ..it's mine! ... i was really freaked out that time and angie was giving a signal for me to park my car aside ... at that time i called daddy to come ..
i did Thanks to God for i m still alive ...not getting any hurt ...but just a little part at the back of my car...
n.g.,ching,liau were there to helped me out ...after a few minutes came mr lai and also kokkhen ...i thought they were just wanna be nosy...
the traffic police came and told us to go to the police station to make the report ..
i was numb that time ...and i didnt really know what to do ...
daddy arrived ...and he sent me to police station ....so i called all my friends there to go lo...because i knew they have something to do ..
when i reached police station ...i saw angie's car came and then suching's....i was really happy to see them they accompanied me at the police station...
not long after that came mr lai and kokkhen ...lol...they were there to accompany me too ..
a few minutes later ...n.g. them said they wanna go liao ....then i said okay and thanks for them to help me that time ...
just left mr lai and kok khen to accompany me that time ... we chatted alot about the car accident ...it's not a good time to talk that actually ...we just wanna past the time a little bit faster..
after i make the report mr lai and kok khen went home and for me dad sent me home lo..
i was not dare to drive at that time ..
daddy and my friends said this incident will help me to gain some experience ....they meant that there will be no next time ...hopefully ...haha ..
i hope so ..=X
i m here to say thanks to all of u expecially angie,suching,liau,mrlai and kokkhen ..
thanks for be there for me yesterday ...without u guys accompanied me i think i really didnt know what to do and cried out loud in this kinda of incident ....
thanks alot...i really felt really grateful ..
i wanna say thanks to pastor,semu,ahhan,mrcheen,suekiun, sheen and my beloved aunty for ur concern .. sorry if i did left anyone in the list

keke ....may God bless you all

hm....long time no go encore liao...

well ...bao said ..wait ivan come back then we will go again ..

he has back ....

yesterday was our day ....

bao,en,weijuin,ivan,angie,ling and me

were all going to sing k together at encore ..

we were all having a great time ...and so m i ..

i was finally duet with ivan as what bao told me to last time ..

well he is quite talented in singing ...bao too ...

i cant give any comment ...

coz i m not having such a good voices like they do ..

keep it up guys

...

this morning once i woke up ....i checked my mobile if there is any msg ..well i saw my k-brother's msg wishing me happy birthday ...he has forgotten my birthday again ....last time he was calling me at 12.00am on 13th october in the year of 2005 .... and today he was making a mistake again he thought that today is my birthday oh well ..i told him u r wrong again ... just let him guessed when will be my birthday..

today at school was really a bad day for me ..i had fallen asleep in the class for a few times...i felt really really tired this morning ...dont know why ...maybe it's because of i cant get use to wake up that early since i was having about 11 days of holiday ...haha ...baby told me that i will be getting use of it soon ...yeah i will..once i reached school ... there was a bad news again ..friends problem AGAIN occured....but this time i m not the one who are starring in it ..hope it will be solved soon....