SELAMAT HARI RAYA...

i didnt even realised that today is hari raya ...
but that isnt important to me to get to remember it...
coz i m not a malay ...
we will be having about 11 days of holiday for the hari raya...
what can i do during the holidays..
i feel quite boring..
i rather go to daddy's shop to help ..
but this gonna make me sit at the shop for hours sometimes..
of course that's much better than i stay at home with nothing to do what ..
i m sick and confused today ..
if i mean i m sick ...it doesnt mean that i m having any sickness...not fever, not cough, not running nose...
it's just i m looking like a sick person... feel like hopeless...[yeah that's what i thought of last night]
well....tell u something ..
i went to sleep at about 8.30 pm last night....quite early neh..
since yesterday was a holiday...i should sleep as late as i can what ...
but i didnt ..
i just felt a little bit upset of what they have done to me..
...anyway ..i m fine now ...
no more pain in my heart ..
yeap ....i should think maturely ...i m not a little girl anymore..
i m going to be 18 neh ...
=X soon...it's just so soon ..