feeling guilty...s0b

finally ...i had finished two subjects...still left three subjects to go...
about today ... i thought that i wont be having much time to finished up my paper...
luckily i had finished it on time ...
Thanks God ...yeah this is the good news...
but what about the bad news...
aiyo ...kinda embarrassing ...
but i will still share with u all ..
i took mini bus to go home right after school finished...
while i was inside the bus ...
i was actually taking out few coins from my purse
and be ready to give it to him right after i reach my destination ...
however, when i reach,
i said bye to wan zai then got out from the car....
i didnt even notice that i didnt pay for the bus fee ...
suddenly i thought of "why m i still holding the coins" ..
by that time then i realised that i didnt pay ...
when i turned, the mini bus left...
i m still wondering if he did notice that i didnt pay ...but he should horn me if he did realised...
"why was wanzai doesnt tell me that i didnt pay" questioning in my mind....
or maybe he also didnt realised ..
coz he was daydreaming in the bus just now ..
i can see that ..haha ..=X
i really hope that i can meet the driver back
so that i can pay back the bus fee for today ..
=( ...God please lead me to the bus next time
so that i can pay back to him ....
i dont wanna owe anyone's money ..
feel so guilty nehz... forgive me not....=P