MyNiMo's Life

Happy Christmas Eve

2007-12-24T10:05:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time i didnt blog...
maybe i feel bored liao..? nope actually ..
i was busy with church stuff and also helping at daddy's shop ..
hm....for now...i have become the fashion consultant of my family ...
everyone does need my consult before any outing ...my mum ...my little sis...
even my little brother does need me to help him to look for the best clothes that suit him ..
he's cute....muacks ...
not bad hor...
tomorrow will be christmas day ...
a public holiday for all the working ppl ..
well ya ....wish u all have a great time tonight ...

for me i wish to have a nice christmas day ...
a memorable day ...
hm ...it's just a wish ...but hope it will come true ..

here is my christmas wishlist:
a new mobile
levi's jeans
esprit watch

that's all expensive stuff huh..?!
yeah ...so u can see...i know i cant get it on my christmas ...but well...
a sweet and and memorable christmas is enough ...
and of course this include hanging out with my friends for countdown ...
unforturnately ...you wouldnt be able to come along ...and we cant celebrate it together ...
wishing u have a great time tonight ...

其实圣诞节是为了记念耶稣降生
今晚就是平安夜了
你们是否觉的自己平安吗?
在路加福音2:14 “在至高之處榮耀歸于上帝，在地上平安歸于神所喜悅的人。”
你們要記的這段經句哦。

Gaining Fat trip...huh..?!

2007-12-12T18:14:00.000+08:00

sob..
regret for didnt shop much at kk ..
well....i was actually eat more than shop at there...
i think i m gaining fat now
haha ...
i found many cute THINGS...
well..
ppl who know me well sure know what it is...
i didnt get my freedom at there ...
following my parents everywhere they went ...
sigh ...
but not bad also...
that is what we called it family outing nah ..
i met my lil baby cousy, Billmond
he has grown up dy ..and can walk now...
i found him really cute neh ...
i love to play pillow with him ...=X<---kinda childish ...yeah i admit
the last day of my trip...my aunt called me and told me that Billmond said," i want the jiejie with the pillow!," guess what ...?! that's me nah...haha ..
i m going to miss u too lil Billmond..

happy that i have met u on that day ..
though it's not for long... maybe about 2 hours ++
i really did have a great time together with u ...
muacks...gonna miss u loads...

a hero or a zero...

2007-12-01T12:26:00.000+08:00

....i KILLED a COCKROACH today...lol such a funny experience..
actually i was trying to capture it with a mug ...but then it ran through my foot ...i was so scared and kept yelling like 'i lost my son'...
until i cant even take it anymore and i killed it using the mug....
-silly- =P

2007-11-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

i feel really down these few days..
thanks waiyap...
you are the only one who can actually make me laugh these few days..
thanks alot for the cheers...
sorry for last time ...its because of last time i seemed kinda like ignoring u ....
...anyway ..i get to know u well dy ...
no more k ..
so dont worry...

i m sorry that i didnt promise to forget about the past ...
it was still remain clearly in my mind...
and it keeps bother me since that day
and i went back to the past just to find back my own happiness ...
but it was all changed...
it was not like before...
i felt that there are now more sadness behind all this...
where is all the happiness that we had before..?
where is all the sweet memories of us...?
it was all gone...it was like just happened a few hours ago and it disappear in just a second..
but no..it's not...i should be dreaming now....yeah i am ...
i am still wondering if its true or i was just daydreaming before this...
it aint true ....everything was just my imagination
yeah it should be ...
~love hurts so much~

2007-11-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

i m going to get my contact lense soon ...
cant wait to get it neh ....
last night i went out with baobao and vuivui...
actually last night lingling said she gonna find us right after she had her dinner with her family ...
but then
AGAIN....she didnt come to join us...
seems like she always give us a plane...*.*haha ...just kidding ..
bao brought his laptop ...
we went to bistro onlined...
we have a lot of fun chatting with ivan and tomato zai through msn and also skype...
we also did play 3g...ngek ngek~
well ..they said they wanna looked for the two girls who are working there...
so we zoomed in for them ..
they kinda like pervert neh..=X
dont be angry if u guys saw this..
haha ..
well ...i did saw a jerk ..
he sat beside my table...
i pretended like i dont even know him ....
i still remember he didnt even give back my disc that i lended to him ..
what a jerk.....he's always a jerk ....sigh~

i will continue to love u as long as i can ...

2007-11-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

i didnt blog for days neh ...maybe can say about one week ...
its not because i dont want to write but there is still something, its better to put it as a secret in my heart ...
i m still havent make up my mind whether i need to go to kk to study ...
there are many things that would kinda like wanted me to go there...
well ...i think most of all i would be thinking about baby ...
i miss him so much ...
and of course if i could go there to study ..we will have much time together ...
but ..once i thought of now ...i m totally depend on my parents too much ...
i would not like to leave so fast nah ..that's the problem ..
my lil sister is going next year ....
i would be not getting use of the life without her laughs and also sometimes we quarrelled...
i will be missing all these things...
sigh~ what can i do..?
today ... i was surprised to see jason and james came to church neh... miss them so much...i thought they would be staying at home doing their revision as they are having spm now...
well ganbatte guys ...
we chatted about crap things ....and discussed about lil sissy ....haha ..
it was fun...
this afternoon ...i mean just now, i went to jog with baobao,lingling and vuivui...
before that me, bao and ling went to have drinks at qqice..
we chatted about courses that we r taking now ...and sadly bao said he will be going to kk to study soon and probably next year ...
see....everyone is going now ...
going somewhere to study ...
what about me..?
at that time i saw many girls ...i mean ladies...and also some underage were smoking ..
oh gosh ... i felt disappointment in a sudden ...
say NO to SMOKING!
we didnt jog much ...because of raining ...
so we went home ....
sigh~ boring ...
need to drive by myself without companion .....so scary ....anyway i went home safely ..
thanks God for being there for me throughout the journey ..
keke ..
*end*

2007-11-14T09:56:00.000+08:00

if only time will rewind back to the 1st day of this year...
if only i could change the past ...
if only i could meet u back....we will start again like before..
if only u would never ever did that to hurt me
if only u werent blame me for everything ...when i was kindly telling the truth..

and if that could happen ....things will not become like this in reality ..
well ...if the 'if' is occured in our reality ...all the ppl in the whole world wouldnt be starving!
now
u cant put 100% trust in a person ....
for u at last will be the one who hurt deeply...
my dearest goh goh....yeah ...you are right ....you told me that this is what we called it life....
yeah i m totally agree with that now..
life goes like that ...whether u like it or love it or not...
and we should remember our life is in God's hand ..
we could never predict what will happen next ...
maybe what had happened now ....God is just wanna give me the experience ...
so that i would not easily hurt by someone else in the future...because there is still a long way to go..
well ...i trust God like always...
i shouldnt cry because of what u did to me ...
because i think its stupid ...
and an apologise doesnt even mean a thing for me ...'sorry no cure'
if only a word sorry can change everything to be better...what for we still need police in this world..?
take action is the most important ...
if u expect me to trust u back after the apology that u had made...
sorry i wouldnt do that anymore....and NO MORE!
after u had apologized....u didnt change ....and things get much worse than before..
so what's the point u apologized?
i really dont understand ....
i try to pretend nothing had happened now ...
i tried but now ....
i felt that what u said to me were all CRAP!
u even tried to 'persuade' someone to trust u ....wow ....u r great ...!
-life-{i m gaining much experience throughout the whole incident...thanks to u}

-what a bad bad day-

2007-11-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

i went to town with my parents and my lil bro this morning ...
i didnt take breakfast at home ...so i took it at my shop ..
felt like long time didnt go to daddy's shop ..
well ....i did help my aunt and the helper, moi jiejie to do the sales
i m not daddy's lil princess okay ...i got help neh ..
= =...
there are quite many ppl went to town today ..maybe it's because of today is public holiday ...<----this is such a crap ...of course everyone knows there would be many ppl at town on public holiday there is nothing special about this morning at town ... but in the afternoon ..... here it is .. this afternoon i went out having drinks with suekiun,bao and angie at seven heaven before going to jog... bao fetched me and sue...he drove proton today instead of matrix... where is his so called nice car...? haha i really dont understand why bao always keep teasing me about my skill of driving ... anyway i dont mind ...i know he just want me to observe him when he is driving ... well ..what can i say ....he has a 'professional' skill of driving ...as what he told me .. please dont be mad if u saw this ..... anyway ..yeah ..he is really having good skill in driving what ... coz i did follow his car sometimes ....no la actually almost everytime we got out ... =X after that we went to jog and this time ah vui joined us together... he drove kancil today but where is his kenari...i did ask him why did he drive kancil today? this is what he answered" my kenari had shrunk already" ... talk about him ...of course we did fight again ... but quite less dy since he was so concentrate with the scientific name of those plants ....wow .. such a hardworking science student! let us give him a big applause....!clap clap! while we were jogging ....ah vui found a jungle track ... well at 1st they said better not going in la ..maybe quite long neh the track...but then they all go in... u know what ....i hate going for jungle tracking ....but everyone was going in that time ....i had no choice so i followed them ... euw ...i had a bad sense that i would be encountered a snake ...i hate snake! ....<---such a silly imagination...haha i asked bao to walk behind me ...and i felt safe...=X on the way i did slipped down...this is why i called it a bad day for me ...i was actually sat on the muddy and my shorts got dirty.. luckily it didnt hurt my butt...haha ..
we finished up our jogging track and went to qq ice to 'yum cha' again ..
there was a waitress ....we asked for more tomato sauce but she thought we were asking for french fries again ...
when she came with the french fries ...we said "that's not ours". she was like staying there like numb already for a few seconds then she took away the french fries .....
so careless....sigh~ pity for her...
time for going home ...
and so that's all for today ...

forgiving u is really a hard thing for me ...but stop loving u is much more harder than anything else...
and now that i had forgiven u ...please dont hurt me anymore..i dont wanna feel the pain like stabbing a knife deep into my heart ...
it will be really suffering ...
baby i love u so much ...
for now that u had made ur promise to me please dont ever break it anymore ..
without u in my life i will be like completely lost ...
and i dont really know what to do and where m i suppose to go ...
please take the promise as a commitment for both of us ...
and try to remain this relationship as long as we can ...
thanks baby ...for making that promise for me again ....the only thing that i hope is ..that incident would not be happen for the second time ...
NOT even a chance to be occur for the second time ...

2007-11-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

everything has changed since yesterday afternoon ..
i m no more silly as u guys think about me before ...
NO MORE! ...
well u also do think that i m silly right ..
that's why u did that to me..? was that the reason ...? u thought that i wouldnt be mind did you..?
i thought everything is going great since u were with me
but no more for today ..
not now and after this please no ... i m not a fool k..
i was totally upset and i did cried...u know how much hurt i felt....my heart was like breaking into pieces... when u told me since..
its really hardly to hide crying quietly....i tried to force myself not to cry but i really cant take it anymore and i cried non stop....my eyes got swollen and i dont even dare to face my family..
i have thought of doing something crazy but then i thought of my family and my friend who actually care and love me ...
i had trusted u so much... i just hoping u will always think of me 1st whatever u do...but what's the payback?
time will heal up my pain as what my friend told me...thanks my dear..
promises that u have made for me ....i have thought that as a rubbish and thrown it away..
things that u told me i m still wondering if its really true..
yeah i did break my promise for not to leave u..
but the promises that u broke are much more than me..
i tried to delete everything about u in my comp and also mobile ..
but i admit i cant delete u in my mind ...
i will still miss u so much ..
but i will try not to do that sometimes ..
i regret of putting too much love on u
there is no way i can forgive u like this ...
maybe that is my destiny ....and we dont have any fate at all..
maybe we really dont mean to be together afterall ..
we should end up since my birthday ...but i am still loving u ...i dont want to leave u .....but u force me to...i really have no choice...
yeah ....if we were ended up at that time at least it wasnt making me as hurt as now ...
Why fate always play us around?
i pray everyday for our relationship will go smoothly ....
but it didnt lastly ....
it doesnt mean that i would be blaming God for that ...
it is fate doesnt come to us ....
i still cant make myself to forget about u ..
i m still loving u so much ..
i know ...i shouldnt blame u for all da fault ...since u got ur reason ..
but ..if u really do love me ....u would think about me 1st than that ..
but u chose what ur desire 1st ...not me at all ..
why ....how could do this to me ..
i rather choose that u had lied me all along...at least i wont get that hurt like now...
but ....now..
i only can hope that u r just kidding with me ...just want to make me feel worry or sad or something...
i was taking that as a hope since yesterday
i should be awake now ...i must accept it as it is a reality...
u asked to be friends ...sorry i really cant make it ....
u seemed like u r treating this incident was not really serious dont u..?
not for me ...
before i end this up ..
i wanna say that i really miss u so much ...
if only u could do something to wound up my pain ...
but there is no way u would do that for me right ..
i m too stupid for that and that's why causing this incident to be happen ...
i should blame myself and not u ...
the only thing that i can conclude here is we have no fate and we were not mean to be together..
i m still loving u~

oh happy day~

2007-11-05T17:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday ...as usual we were having assembly in the schoolthis assembly take the longest time since i was at this school this year....
maybe because today starts holiday and i dont feel like listening to what teacher wanna say ....anyway .... every assembly will still be ended at the end ....haha ..
i was quite nervous that time ....well ..i didnt cut my fingernails ...it is really long.
luckily i didnt get 'saman' by our girls' ketua pengawas to be ...i passed....haha
after school ended ..
i went out with suekiun,angie,ling,mrlai,hungpak and kok khen ...
we were all going to take lunch at meingar ...<-- a restaurant which is quite famous for their prawn mee ...i heard that ... after that we went to kawaii ...well ...we were not there to buy anything ....we were just trying to pass our time and also planned for the next destination to go ... we had made up our decision to go to taman anib again<----play water cycle ..{NOT AGAIN} well this time we were all playing splashing water to one another .... while we tried to change the water cycle with one another ...ling slipped and fell into the lake ...luckily hungpak acted fast .....he pulled her up ....we felt very nervous that time ... we were all wet ...add we got really smelly ...because of the dirty lake water that we played with ..mr lai sent me and suekiun home when we were all quite dry up ..but my school shoes still all in wet ....so i didnt go to school today i was really having a great time ... today ....angie had given me suching pendrive for the pictures that we took on my birthday celebration ... here are they ...

3 wira with automatic gear out together that night ...however they are not the same colour[the silver one is mine] =X ...we called it as 'WIRA TEAM'

it was taken in the park in taman utama ...angie and jer are acting like a monkey climbing a tree ..so naughty~

well ...we are trying to do a model pose ...but i didnt look like one ...it was like i m pregnant in the pic..
hey guys and girls ...look ..there is something there ...{where i pointed}
hien ....euw ..this is NOT a suitable time ...well for jer ...dont smile like that..ppl will think that u are a pervert ...put ur hand down...=X

playing see-saw together ....well ..i cant play ...because i was wearing a dress ...

me and su ching's cake ...
let us make a wish ...before blowing off the candles
dear pity jer... why r u sitting on the floor neh ...there are many place to sit my dear...
*smile* ...suching hey hey ....smile at the camera...dont just remember the cake...we will be eating it very soon ...okay ...?

the fresh cream fell on my heels add toes ...euw ..so gross ...my new heels ....sigh~
wow ...nice shot....well ur 5 ...is that a pose...? =P
yummy huh?! ling ling was trying to laugh actually but her mouth full of cake ..so she hardly give a smile at the camera ...
just a quickshot from hien ...when he was trying to find something to take ...
nah! many 'wan tan' that we have made there ...so dirty ....+untidy ...

all those fress creams which suching's had gathered it together in one piece of tissue ..

can u find me in that picture..?

i was freakishly get shocked because bao suddenly become so tall ... so unbelievable ... ican and waijuin are closing their eyes<---not time for going into dreamland now ...come back ..!....where is ah vui..? r u there..? first time get everyone here to take picture together ...thanks for coming ...na na na na..

miss u guys ...

2007-11-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

well well well...
yesterday ...hing was going to fly back to pj and for feijia,ivan and weijuin....ther were going back to melaka .....
miss them neh ...
our life now have back to the normal life ...not always out dy ...since yesterday ..
i did went to the airport to send them off ..<---is it right...well ...whatever!
angie came to fetch me yesterday morning ...
then we straight away to aiport lo ..
when we reached we found ivan and weijuin lo....weijuin face looked like a tomato leh...i wonder why his face always in red...=X ...shy...i dont think so..we chatted for awhile..
at that time i tried to find hing neh and we took some pictures....
after that we went home ....me and angie nearly got lost on the highway ...
anyway...at last we went home safe and sound ..

last night i went out with bao,suekiun,vui and angie ...+ liau also..
liau was with us but not for long then he went to cinema ....i did asked him with who ...but he didnt answer...<---should be something behind...ngek ngek~
we went to Bistro after ah liau went to cinema ..
we had a great time teasing each other...but i got lost in the end ...
i m totally mad at ahvui and totally disappointed with him ..<---actually i was just kidding anyway ..
bao kept asking me to take a cab home...
how could he do this to me neh..?well..i know he was just wanna gik me ..
k later then i followed his car to go home...-end-

a trip to taman anib

2007-11-03T13:48:00.000+08:00

well after the graduation ceremony ended...
me and ling decided to find mr laivunpiau and also kok khen to take some picture...
we asked along suekiun too to take with us ...
here are they ...

me and mr laikokkhen,me and mr lai....trying to punch them nah!~

me and kokkhen ...well ...this is his idea of posing....kinda weird but cool...
there is always a *peace* for me to take a good shot..haha

after having lunch with kok khen and also mr lai at hionhiong pan min.... ling went home with angie while me and suekiun followed mr lai's car and hung around with them to servay supermarket....and also hypermarket ...kok khen told us that Servay is his and giant is mr lai's ....well we know that's not true of course ..

but he kept saying just take what u want ...no need to pay ....lol...he is really funny ...then i asked him why they never greet u ...then he told me that he had told his stuff not to treat him like a boss when he come ...he said he wants to be humble ...oh kokkhen kokkhen ..it's kinda fun to hang out with them ..u will never get bored...after awhile ...mr lai's said he need to go to loo ...okay ..
he needed us to wait him at outside the toilet... how could he be ...he doesnt worth for us to wait him at that place la ..= =
later then he brought us to taman anib... we chatted happily before going for a ride on the so called a'BOAT' ...haha ..

mr lai ...u r too good in posing ....

get bored of chatting so i took one picture of mine ....keke

this is what i was desiring to ride on at that time but ...mr lai kept saying the sun is too hot liao .."okay then fine", i said. "if u keep asking for it again i will throw u into the pond", he said madly ....hey...i didnt do anything wrong ...i just asking for it ...it didnt bother you much please mr lai... but then lastly we went to have a ride ....me and suekiun took the red one while mr lai and kokkhen took the yellow one...

mr lai sat like a boss in this picture ...pity kokkhen...he was the only one to ride the so called BOAT that time ...

this whity parrot we saw it behind the restaurant ....well ... we called it STUPID as it doesnt know how to speak ....study hard STUPID!

the cutest deer among all ....so i took a picture of it ...kakathere is a deer community behind the restaurant in a small "animal's park" quite many hor...The orangutan is actually saying thanks for visiting?! ....<----well you're welcome...and we will come again ..BYE BYE orangutan...

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2007-11-03T13:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday was our school graduation day ...but not for me of course...

it's for form 5 and upper 6 students...

as for some prefects included me was having duty on that day ...

anyway ..

there was one teacher kept asking us to sit down ...okay then we sat lo.....we have nothing to do with it ..

it's good also that we can all sit ...haha ...its tiring to stand for about 2 hours until the programme ended ...

during my duty time ....

i have taken some pictures with angie,ling and also su ching ..

wow ..these few days i was addicted to take pictures with my friends ...well of course i have to share them here in my blog...

me and ling ling

angie and me

me and su ching

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2007-11-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

no teacher was teaching on that day so we were all having fun playing UNO cards that i brought to school...

and we had taken loads pictures too..

here are some of them ...

Uno player....cheeze~

oho...ling what are u doing there ah..?! haha

i looked pale in this pic....hey liau why are covering up your face..?

whose butt is that..?<---well it's ah hien's...haha ..his pants is wet....so we are trying to use Uno cards to fan it....[it's actually not true] akaka..
su ching ...have u found ur hamsy..? stop hiding my dear..
me,ling and su ching...where is n.g?

ang ang....why r u hiding behind ur bottle..? playing hide and seek huh..?!

ang...honestly u r not SMALL la...

bottle cant help u to cover up ur whole body lo...=X

ah hien ...r u okay..?

quite dark neh ..where m i..?

ma classmates...

Pictures of the day at school...

2007-11-01T16:53:00.001+08:00

what are they actually doing there..?
where got ppl sleep like this type of pose?

i want some .....anyway what are u eating there..?
sotz....looking up but pointing to somewhere....
Pui Thai ...nice pose huh...?
liau and suching...wee~

this is ....ah hien ...he has the same surename with me .. "i need some love from u"
me and ah fen ...*peace*

from left:angang,lingling,kethow,ME,vuikiat, suching
a model pose ...promoting w880i
puiyin,me,shukkiun and jojo
what am i doing there...? it's actually taken by ping...lol
this is my form teacher, Ngo jie
ling ling slept so tightly until she didnt even notice that i had taken her pic and posted it here...

lesson that i had learnt today

2007-10-31T16:17:00.000+08:00

well it's from my friend ..

one should be faithful to their love ones...
for one should always remember their love ones when they out with other friends ...
dont ever try to have eye contact to the one that u just treated them as ur best friends but maybe they didnt ...
well ....friends are still friends ...cannot be too over ...<---yeah it's totally true ...
dont even try to think about to give any hope for someone else ..
or else u will hurt and lose both of the 'party' ...
yeah for one should know and believe in this ...so please dont ever try it ...

i was kinda like not paying attention with what my friend told me ....
but when my friend had finished the talk ... i felt like what my friend said is kinda true ....and i did agreed with it....hm ...thanks for the counsel ya my lovely friend ...

a memorable 18th birthday

2007-10-30T17:25:00.000+08:00

last night i have fallen asleep at about 11.00pm ...
sorry ah fen ....haha ...we did smsed together but then i had fallen asleep in a sudden without realised that u have sent msg to me ...
at 12.00a.m straight in the morning ....there was my k-brother, chris called me and wished me happy birthday ...i thought it was ma alarm clock...but it wasnt
i was awakened by his call last night ...
this time u didnt make any mistake ah goh ..not bad ...thanks alot ..muacks ...
then i saw some birthday wishes msg from my friends ..
thanks alot for u guys wishes ..
keke ...i dozed off quite fast right after the call ...
i was like saying 'em ah thanks goh so much and bye' ....felt like so rude to ma goh ..
but anyway ...that time i was really sleepy neh ...so sorry goh ...please forgive me ...

i woke up quite early today ... maybe because of i felt excited as today is ma birthday ..
haha ..u will never know..=P
i went to school quite early today also neh ...
i m really happy that everyone greet me happy birthday ....thanks guys ...muacks ..love ya all ..

this afternoon i was reading my singapore's true ghost stories book all along ...without realised that mum and dad were out to fetch my cousin ..
once the got back ...there is something fishy about the smell of some kind of burnt rubber ...
dad thought it was caused by his car...
but then he didnt notice anything wrong with the wheel ...so he went to the back of our house..
once he went to the back ...he shouted for us to call for uncle fed<--my neighbour ...i was like huh...? what had happened..? then i went outside to see ...i saw there was smokes all over uncle fed's house ...i was shocked at that time ...at that time i can hear many ppl screaming for help....dad kept shouting and urging me to call uncle fed....
i rushed to the phone and called ..but it kept enganged! ...oh gosh .....i was kinda panic that time ...i rushed out and told that ....well....dad was like scolding me and shouted me to call again ...
right after that ...he climbed into my neighbour's house to help... no one got the keys to get in ....so that's the best way to go in ..
dad tried to break the door so that he can splash water into the house ..one of the neighbour climbed in to help...
well at that time ...dad asked me to call the bomba...
i was totally shocked that time till i cant even talk in a right way ....
all in broken malay ...haha ...like those fishmonger at the market ...
even 'asap'<--smokes... i said it as 'abu'<--ash.....
i cant even imagine how funny i was when talking with the person on the phone ..
anyway ... my dad finally put out the fire ...thanks to the help of my daddy<---he is such a hero ....and one of the neighbour ...
we were all calm down ....
dad told me that he was afraid that the fire will spread to other houses included ours...
hoho...Thanks God ...everything is okay and fine now ...
not long after that uncle fed finally reached home ...
it's just only a small part of the living room caught fire ....
thanks God that dad and other neighbours had helped at that time
Daddy is our hero ...wakaka ...i m a smally hero too coz i called the bomba ...kaka ..=X ..
dad said now we had gained experience throughout the whole process ... except my lil sis ...coz she wasnt at home that time ...
hm ...i think today is the most memorable birthday that i have never had in my life ...

tomorrow is no more special to me ....i can feel that

2007-10-29T17:53:00.001+08:00

i am so not in the mood right now ....
i really dont know how to explain why m i in this kind of situation ..
i just felt like i have been thrown to a deserted islan or even more serious ... a deserted rubbish area
what can i do .....i did asked for help in my heart but its hardly for me to voice it out ...
sweet 18 is actually no more important for me ..
sometimes i feel like ..hey ...why m i 'here'?!...
there is nothing that i can do or to solve it ..
NONO ...
i could just only try my best to smile in front of u all ... yeah ...
i should be happy as tomorrow is my 18th birthday ...
but i have celebrated it earlier ...
so ....there is no more special for that day to arrive anymore ...m i right?
just tell me that everything will be okay <---this words....maybe it will do to cure my
-moodiness-

*Special thanks to ah fen for becoming a good listener ..keke ...*

Cheer up girl~

2007-10-29T17:24:00.000+08:00

well today ...i arrived at school quite early nehz ..
felt so sleepy and tired ...
this is the last week that we need to go to school ...
so just try to stand for the whole one more week o ..
anyway ...we were free for the whole morning at school ...
all teachers were busy with the -HARI KONVOKESYEN-
and for me ...i did helped angie to cut the alphabet out for the backdrop decorations on that day with ling ...
once i cut it ...i really cant stop cutting it ..it's just like i was addicted cutting it ..oh my gosh ..
my friends were all kept asking me why m i so hardworking and so helpful in a sudden ....they were asking if i m okay ....because ling and angie soon after that they fallen asleep ...
they didnt wanna cut liao ....and just left me ....but right after that i also stopped since teacher was in the class and was trying to teach us ...
but then he saw there were just a few of us in the class ...and we refused teacher to teach us that day ....
free again then ...

* i saw something that i shouldnt be seeing it .....well they really freaked me out suddenly ...i never thought that it happened so fast in just a sudden ....when i saw it ...i just tried to talk to myself ...i m wondering if it is really true coz i really cant believe that it happened so fast ...
oh gosh ....well that time just only me who saw it ...but i dont think i m the 1st one to know it ....maybe i m the last one nehz .....i feel like i m so not updated with the news dy ...i should say i cant believe what i saw is true .....
anyway sometimes things will be happening rarely in front of us and we wouldnt be able to predict it exactly ...
well once i saw it...i never dare to look for it anymore ...maybe what bi said is true ...haha ....it's just too soon ....TRUTH IS TRUTH*

and so that's all for today ....

celebrating su ching's birthday together with mine ..

2007-10-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

well last night was the night that all of us have been waiting for so long ....and of course i was really excited yesterday ..

we planned to take dinner together at ocean king ....a seafood restaurant ...

i was driving last night ....i fetched suekiun and sheen together we went to the restaurant ..

we were the earliest to reach that place ...

oh Thanks God for giving me a safe journey

we chatted for about half an hour then angie them arrived ...

we were happy to see them ...

just left two ppl that havent arrive ..they r suching and liau ....15 minutes later they arrived and then we went to find a suitable table and sat

there were 9 of us taking dinner together...they are....suching,me,jer,angie,ling,suekiun,hien and sheen...

after taking dinner, we were all taking pictures couples by couples....i mean two person in one picture ... and some silly and funny pictures which captured by hien ...he is pro in capturing ppl's ugly scene pictures neh ..

after that we went to taman utama together...we were going to have our 'cake ceremony' at the park ..

we were all having fun taking pictures together .....posing like a model and some dancing...there were some playing the see-saw at the playground near the park...

after that time to get the cake ceremony started ..

not long after that came ivan,bao,vui and weijuin ..

after we had our group photo ..

it's already 11.30pm ...

it's time for us to go home ...

thanks guys for the lovely night

me and jer *smile*

me and suekiun darling

me and sheena

there are more picture that i havent upload in here ...coz some of them is at suching's and also sheen's cam...i will be uploading it when i got it ...

27/10/2007

2007-10-28T17:49:00.000+08:00

i was driving to school yesterday since teacher said the raya celebration will be ended on 11.00am...and that was not free to fetch me that day...the celebration started on 7.00am...
we were all gathered in the hall to watch the raya performance by the students ..
there was no chair provided for us to sit ...so all of us had to sit on the floor..
euw....it's gross ...everyone is stepping on the floor with the shoes on ...
u can guess how gross it is when they went to the toilet and went into the hall again and stepped on the floor in the hall ....
how could we sit on this dirty floor...=X i was asking myself ..
well ...there was no choice ....what to do ...so we just sat
after about one hour sitting in the hall ...my friends and i complaining about our buttokcs felt painful and also legs were numb ...hoho...
so we decided to go out from the hall to take some fresh air ..
fiuh~ ...we were so boring and didnt know what to do on that time ..wish to go home but cant ..
we found a place to sit down and shared our songs in our mobile together ..
finally 11.00am has arrived ..we were all plan to go out for lunch and then see ghost movie
together ...
i felt really excited that time...

unfortunately, i met car accident ....i mean i got into it ...
the stupid mini bus crashed on the back of my car ..
at that time i was really scared ...i kept looking if my car was being crashed because i cant believe that ...that was my car which being crashed ..
then i saw angie pointing her finger at the back of my car and she nodded her head a few times ...well ..it's mine! ... i was really freaked out that time and angie was giving a signal for me to park my car aside ... at that time i called daddy to come ..
i did Thanks to God for i m still alive ...not getting any hurt ...but just a little part at the back of my car...
n.g.,ching,liau were there to helped me out ...after a few minutes came mr lai and also kokkhen ...i thought they were just wanna be nosy...
the traffic police came and told us to go to the police station to make the report ..
i was numb that time ...and i didnt really know what to do ...
daddy arrived ...and he sent me to police station ....so i called all my friends there to go lo...because i knew they have something to do ..
when i reached police station ...i saw angie's car came and then suching's....i was really happy to see them they accompanied me at the police station...
not long after that came mr lai and kokkhen ...lol...they were there to accompany me too ..
a few minutes later ...n.g. them said they wanna go liao ....then i said okay and thanks for them to help me that time ...
just left mr lai and kok khen to accompany me that time ... we chatted alot about the car accident ...it's not a good time to talk that actually ...we just wanna past the time a little bit faster..
after i make the report mr lai and kok khen went home and for me dad sent me home lo..
i was not dare to drive at that time ..
daddy and my friends said this incident will help me to gain some experience ....they meant that there will be no next time ...hopefully ...haha ..
i hope so ..=X
i m here to say thanks to all of u expecially angie,suching,liau,mrlai and kokkhen ..
thanks for be there for me yesterday ...without u guys accompanied me i think i really didnt know what to do and cried out loud in this kinda of incident ....
thanks alot...i really felt really grateful ..
i wanna say thanks to pastor,semu,ahhan,mrcheen,suekiun, sheen and my beloved aunty for ur concern .. sorry if i did left anyone in the list

keke ....may God bless you all

2007-10-22T14:09:00.000+08:00

hm....long time no go encore liao...

well ...bao said ..wait ivan come back then we will go again ..

he has back ....

yesterday was our day ....

bao,en,weijuin,ivan,angie,ling and me

were all going to sing k together at encore ..

we were all having a great time ...and so m i ..

i was finally duet with ivan as what bao told me to last time ..

well he is quite talented in singing ...bao too ...

i cant give any comment ...

coz i m not having such a good voices like they do ..

keep it up guys

...

this morning once i woke up ....i checked my mobile if there is any msg ..well i saw my k-brother's msg wishing me happy birthday ...he has forgotten my birthday again ....last time he was calling me at 12.00am on 13th october in the year of 2005 .... and today he was making a mistake again he thought that today is my birthday oh well ..i told him u r wrong again ... just let him guessed when will be my birthday..

today at school was really a bad day for me ..i had fallen asleep in the class for a few times...i felt really really tired this morning ...dont know why ...maybe it's because of i cant get use to wake up that early since i was having about 11 days of holiday ...haha ...baby told me that i will be getting use of it soon ...yeah i will..once i reached school ... there was a bad news again ..friends problem AGAIN occured....but this time i m not the one who are starring in it ..hope it will be solved soon....

2007-10-20T16:00:00.000+08:00

do i really having a princess typed of tempered..?
yeah maybe i m really do ..
so please guys ...forgive me not ...it depends on u ..
=X
thanks to my sifu ...haha ...
the best sifu i have ever met ...
u have actually awakened me from my beauty sleep...
oh yeah ..maybe i m a sleeping pig....not beauty actually kaka ..
as what liau always says....it serves u right ..
hey ..actually this word suit me what ...
anyway ....everyone has their own bad habit ..
so ..i m here to say sorry if i did hurt u guys ..

i was going out with my bunch of friends last night ...
it's actually meeting up a netfriend or can say bao's friend, ivan ...
we were going to have drinks at qq ice ...<---not again?! ....it's always ..haha ..that's what we called 'old place'.. i still remember weiliang goh and my k-brother, liau goh last time the always say go to our old place ... their old place is actually 'cool city' ....but it had no longer appeared in indah anymore..=X anyway ....okay we have our drinks and chit chatting ... while waiting for angie and suching .. well what can i say ....ivan was totally silent that night ...not talking much ...like me as always .. okay at 1st i didnt even looked at him clearly ...but once he sat in front of me ... that's my chance ..haha ...just kidding i mean ...a chance to look at him clearly.. his eyes look like zhang dong liang's eyes { ivan, if u see this please dont be too happy ah } what can i say ...after about 1 hour ++ we were going to round at the town ... actually we had love to find aqua ..but ...we couldnt see any last night just one or two only.. so we decided to go back to indah .. okay when back to indah...it's time for me to say goodnight already .. as u guys know...i m so called a modern cinderella ...i must be home before 12.ooam so sad ...that i have to leave so fast that night...we hadnt enjoy much ...

Nicholas Teo- Zhang Dong Liang

BBQ night

2007-10-20T15:33:00.000+08:00

okay ..teacher said that we should be there by 4.oo pm...
so ..i smsed our mr driver, mr lai to be ready at 3.30 to fetch us ..
i have prepared myself and ready to wait for our mr driver to arrive..
i have waited for about one hour ..then he arrived ...
he told me that teacher said no need go to his place that early ...
i was really mad that time till i m going to 'bang' his door...
how come he didnt tell us ...
okay ...after fetching suekiun ..we went to buy balloons for the games that night
our mr lai bought a pack of balloon without quality and much more expensive than others type of balloon ..
i m definitely going to 'kill' this silly guy ...

our bbq started at 7.00 at teacher's place ...that's mr cheen house..
we were having out prayer and praising before the bbq started..
later then was games time ...
the group who lose will be punished...
the punishment was pouring the flour all over the lost group...
as the punishment started...the lost ones all were taking revenge over the winner and also the mc ...
oh gosh ....i got that too ...thanks to our mr lai vun piau...
my mobile was full of the flour ....this is because before he poured the flour over me ....i was recording the scene as a videoclip...until i didnt notice that he was coming towards me and poured the flour over me ..
i was nearly cried that time ...
luckily the flour didnt got into my eyes...thanks to my glasses...haha
right after that we had our closing prayer and went home ..
we were having a tiring night but we were all having a great time ...

shopping for bbq stuff and also gathering

2007-10-18T13:54:00.000+08:00

i went out shopping for bbq stuff on wednesday with suekiun, lingling and lastly mr lai..
thanks to mr lai ...he fetched us to shop and hang around right after that .
well ... that morning ...mr lai kept calling me and asking where is my house situated at ..lol..
he called for about 4 times liao... i wondered why he got so many credit in his phone ..
hey mr lai...u should share me some please...=X
lastly ....he found my house ...
actually i had totally forgot about that day we were going out to shop ...luckily he called me ... while he was trying to find my house...i had enough time to prepare myself to go out ...
anyway ....my hair was quite messy that day ..
when he reached my home ....my mum kept sneeking ...who was it in the car waiting for me ..
well i told her that's my friend la ..
she thought that is my boyfriend ....
'oh my goodness, how can i suit such a nosy guy like him", i told mummy ..
haha ...
right after fetching me and also suekiun ...he went to fetch lingling....once ling got into his car...a war started among us ...wow ...we kept shouting and fight for our rights anyway we had much mch entertained by mr lai's songs in his car.....<-- we were not actually fighting la ..just using mouth to fight ...=X
we went to giant to buy chicken wings, nugget, honey and so on ...
once we got all the stuff in the troly waiting to pay at the counter....
ling suddenly thought of how stupid we are...
she said we should go for lunch 1st then after that then buy the stuff ...if not all of the stuff that we bought will be melting...not the food...i mean the ice ..
yeah ...she is right ...we are such an idiot
we went to put those food back into its place and went to pizzahut to take our lunch ...
oh ya ...mr lai had actually spent us in pizza....wow so nice of him ...though he always want to bully us ... i never thought that he had actually spent us neh ...
haha ...
hey guy ...u should be proud because u have three cutie girls out with u ...haha ..
after lunch we went back to giant and bought our stuff ...
later then we went to have drinks at qqice ..
we enjoyed our chat ...

after that me and suekiun when to a gathering at chocolate rain with jia,mil,puiwan,vk... we were having a great time gossiping... i can see that all of them have totally changed ...especially mildred...she has become so fit ne ...
and for jiajia...i love her hairstyle ..suit her ne...cute ..

i am happy to see u guys and miss u guys loads

SELAMAT HARI RAYA...

2007-10-13T09:00:00.000+08:00

i didnt even realised that today is hari raya ...
but that isnt important to me to get to remember it...
coz i m not a malay ...
we will be having about 11 days of holiday for the hari raya...
what can i do during the holidays..
i feel quite boring..
i rather go to daddy's shop to help ..
but this gonna make me sit at the shop for hours sometimes..
of course that's much better than i stay at home with nothing to do what ..
i m sick and confused today ..
if i mean i m sick ...it doesnt mean that i m having any sickness...not fever, not cough, not running nose...
it's just i m looking like a sick person... feel like hopeless...[yeah that's what i thought of last night]
well....tell u something ..
i went to sleep at about 8.30 pm last night....quite early neh..
since yesterday was a holiday...i should sleep as late as i can what ...
but i didnt ..
i just felt a little bit upset of what they have done to me..
...anyway ..i m fine now ...
no more pain in my heart ..
yeap ....i should think maturely ...i m not a little girl anymore..
i m going to be 18 neh ...
=X soon...it's just so soon ..

2007-10-10T19:56:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is actually our school's holiday for Raya celebration ..
our BELOVED teacher, mrCDL <----he is the best teacher ever ...even holiday he always spend some time at school to teach us ..he is such a DEDICATED teacher ..
all of us should make him as an example upon us
THANKS to him....

*please take note... what i said above please read it in an opposite way~

my daddy also said to me ..if dont wanna go then better dont go... ..wow i m really happy that my daddy support me neh ..
the 1st time he support not to go to school for this kind of stupid kelas tambahan at this raya ...
though i m not a malay ...and i dont celebrate raya ...he also shouldnt open class on this holiday okay...
our class has just a few of malay student taking maths ...
but ....a few also means have right...
they also need to celebrate ...
well as we know...this DEDICATED teacher so called CDL ..he has no relatives here and even friends ..
he can stay at school everyday till about 5 pm then u can see him going home ...
he even stay at school on saturday .. this is because he is tooooooooo free ...
but he never help us to think if we r really free this raya celebration ..maybe some of the malay student need to 'balik kampung' does he really care...NO he doesnt.
where can we find such a GOOD teacher like him neh ...
NO! u will never see it unless u study here ..
=X ..
i plan to reach school late tomorrow...as what we had planned with our classmates in the class..
so ...teacher ..forgive us not ...i dont care or even bother about it ...
please dont always keep laughing with yourself ....the jokes that u told us is totally ...SO FUNNY
until all of us just staring at him with confused eyes...
i cant stand anymore ...
that's enough ....

Happy Birthday to My Darling SUE-KIUN!

2007-10-09T15:16:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to my d'ling suekiun ..
hehe ..wish all ur dreams will come true k ....
and ...hm....'he' will come to wish u happy birthday ...
=X hopefully he will...
hehe ..

our teachers was giving back to us our exam paper ....
yeah ...they are geography and economy ...
i dont like both of the result that i have got ..
but at least i have passed ...
but i aimed more than that ...

we were having christian club meeting after school...
we planned to organized a farewell party for form 5 and upper 6 students for our club members..
before that ...we had already planned that we will be having bbq but then ...teacher said it's better if we go to kfc...coz it's much more cheaper lo....
well ..there was a guy ...which we called him 'lvp' kept strongly support that we should have bbq for the farewell...
what can we say then ....majority won what ...<---we will be having bbq...
lol.... actually me, sue and ling support teacher's idea ...but then when we saw all of them choose bbq...then we followed...nothing much that we can do right ...three of us dont like bbq...=X
so, the farewell party will be held on 16/10 ...
lower 6 should be the person who in charge of the whole party and stuff ..
however... this year lower 6 christian club members are just only 3 of us ...
so ...all of the members of the club need to be cooperate with us
teacher said that he will choose one mc among three of us..
i dont wanna be mc!
but why i keep feeling that he is going to choose me..? oh God..
choose ling better le ...coz she has a lot of things to say neh..=X
so that's all for today ...

2007-10-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

school started yesterday after the pmr exam while we were having our holiday nehz..
i really dont hope to go to school yesterday morning ...coz of my stupid hair ..
i HATE my front hair!
there is one more reason that makes me dont wanna go to school ..
that is because i dont wanna take and see the result that i got from the last term examination ..
oh gosh .....
the 1st paper that teacher gave back to us yesterday was muet
the paper 3 is okay ...what about paper1[listening] and also paper4[summary and essay writing]?!
as what i have written here in my blog about the listening and the essay thingy ....
i was really not doing well in it... luckily i have passed ..haha ..
the second exam paper was PA..
erm ...that was quite okay ....not so bad afterall

right after school.... me and my darling suekiun went to chocolate rain together farewell our dear yen...yeah she is going back to s'pore today ...
=( i m going to miss her so much ..
well we shared a lot of gossips together AGAIN ...
we actually have chatted a lot about our ex-school... our ex-classmates and so on ..
hehe ...we enjoyed chatting a lot neh..

at that time i received my baby msg ...telling me that he has made a blog about us ....
wow ..it's so sweet of him ...
i never thought that he would ever do something like that for me ...
i was so curious about what's in the blog...
so after the farewell....i went home and switch on my comp ...i read the whole blog..
the blog was quite long neh ...anyway i have read that for the second time ...
thanks baby ...love u so much ...=)

happy belated birthday to my dearest Yen

2007-10-07T12:45:00.000+08:00

we were celebrating yen's birthday at pizza hut last night ...

we had a lot of fun chit-chatting and gossiping<----[ well, what can i say...it's girls favourite] =X

haha ... we r totally updated with the news now ...

we heard a lot of news ...some is kinda shocking ....some is kinda normal ...

we chat while eating[ i know what u guys think ...it's kinda rude right..?]

we just didnt want to waste our precious time ...coz time doesnt wait for us what ...

after we had our dinner ....we just stayed there chatting and taking picture ...

weird star that we made...but we love it ..hehe

here are some of our pixiez

me and yen [...m i tall ...?]p/s: it doesnt mean that yen is short la k ....

me and yen ...take 2

it doesnt seem so right...

me and yen again ..take 3

me and suekiun
me and yen take 4...peaceV

overall ..we had a lot of fun together and we went home at about 9.45p.m.

-><-i m going to miss u so much my dear yen ....wish u all da best all the way k ...-><-

muahz..

i m 'broke' =X

2007-10-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday i was going out with my darling suekiun ...my bestie friend...

we were going out to buy a special gift for our dear yen yen belated birthday present ..

well ...i was the one who drove and brought suekiun out...

our 1st 'station' was at Cecily... we found it hard to find something special for our dear yen ...

hehe anyway ...lastly we bought it ...

right after that ...we went to find another one in Strawberries...

after finished we went to Watson to look for eyeliner ... it's not for me ...it's actually suekiun wanted to buy non-liquid eyeliner ...so i helped her out ... at that time ..there was a sales promoter ... she was promoting the eyeliner of Silky Girls ...she said it was mixed with the eyeshadow ... lol ..though i have seen it before i havent try it before ...she helped us out in wearing the eyeliner thingy ...

the result was very nice ...

so each of us bought one ...=)

hehe ... right after that .....we went to cut our hair in joey's...then we went for shopping ..<---WHAT-AGAIN?! that was what baby's reaction like ...= =

hey i really cant refrain myself from looking at those pretty clothes and take it on to try in the fitting room ....someone should stop me..!!

by the end ....i bought a new dress...it is lovely ...and that's why i bought it what...?!

the eyeliner that i bought was quite suit for my dress...hehe ...

i should wear it together ..[WHY NOT?]

haha ..

we had our tea time after that ....we went home ...

before that ..we took some picture in my car...

here they are...

Caydon~my lil baby nephew...

2007-10-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

well....today i wanna share some cutie pixiez with u all ..

that's my cousy's lil baby son [tong jie's son]that's me {with my messy hair<--- forgot to comb my hair ...opsy..=X} and my lil nephew baby Caydon ...oh gosh.. he is so cute ...^^

why are u acting cool lil caydon bibi?

stay still lil Caydon ....kinda blur neh this pixie..

get out of my phobia of driving~ Hoho...

2007-10-03T15:53:00.000+08:00

the line was not really good last night ...

so i didnt have a chance to write a blog

because i cant even signed in last night ..ish~

yesterday afternoon ...

i was actually drove out by myself

to find su ching to go shopping together ..

wow ...i never thought i can really drive by myself

without accompanied by daddy ...

anyway i had made a prayer

before started off my journey to the busy road...

Thanks God... i know God is always be with me ...=)

He took away my fear ....hehe

when i say going out...

sure i will have something to buy ...

i bought a new hairband ...

thanks ching for helping to choose for the right one....

i love it so much neh ...

haha i wonder when can i wear it ..

maybe this sat ...

or maybe ....on my birthday...

anyway ..it's kinda way too long to wait for my birthday to come ...

HEY ...i m not going to talk about such a smally stuff like this just to end up my blog right!~

okay let's back to what had happened today at school...

this morning ..

our class started earlier than yesterday ..
it was 7.00 am ....
i was driving to school today too...haha ...
i started my journey early so that i wouldnt be late for class..
it was maths T class ...
the subject that could caused everyone of us kinda like hypnotized by the teacher's teaching ...
well ...i cant say that the TEACHER is actually BORING ....
maybe because we are all lazy ...=X ... by that time ....there was liau goh sms-ed me telling me that he is damn boring ....even though he was just sitting behind me ...lol...he was just too boring causing him to waste some of his credit just to past the time in the class ..=P
teacher left our class at 8.00am
and teacher has told us our class will be ended on 10.00am ....right after he went to meeting,
we were all having fun in the class, listening to songs,chit chatting and anymore ..
yeah i have taken some picture with my friends too ...
that's hien and ling...

me and hien [we have the same sure name 'Chang']

me and ling

once i wanna take picture with wanzai ..lol...
my hp suddenly 'broke down' [no battery]
i m actually forgotten to charge my mobile last night....
"too bad..sorry wanzai, maybe i have no fate to take pic with u", i told him ...
teacher still wasnt there with us since he told us that he will be back at 9.00am ... we have waited him for about half an hour....
so some of them were going home while some of them were eating in the canteen ..
at about 9.45am then he appeared to us ....
he told us to go back to our class...
but we didnt ...
because i can see that many ppl were all gone home or somewhere else....
i was once felt pity for him ...<----that's so fake ... i m NOT going to be that please...=X it's time for me to go home after that ... -end-

Long distance relationship…does it really work?

2007-10-01T15:12:00.000+08:00

Long distance relationship…does it really work?

-always guarantee that the love we have here, is the love we have today, and for the future.
-based on the book LOVING YOUR LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP by Stephen Blake
-Distance is not the end of the world in a relationship-Distance cannot, and will not hurt a bond between two people that is based on mutual respect, trust, commitment, and love.
-Although you may feel like you are losing faith in your relationship at times, hold fast and trust your heart!
-You must truly believe that love & relationships are what make your life special, and that ones built on love & understanding are always worth preserving, regardless of the miles that may separate two people.
-Trust is very important for the long distant relationship.. cherish each other when meet up once in awhile, this made relationship become closer..
" Dont try to maintain it purposely, just take it as natural will do.."

i m experiencing this long distance relationship now...

i have heard of many of my friends telling me that it will not work out ..

but it doesnt influence me at all ...

the most important is that i m loving my baby ..

and he is loving me as much as i do...

though it's kinda hard to imagine that how will it be going on ...

but i think though we r far from each other...

we r still going great ......

everyday we always sms-ing with each other

and chit chatting on the phone sometimes....

telling our funny experienced throughout the day...

he always calling me just to tell me that

he loves me or saying good night to me...

it's worth much for me already

even though our conversation on the phone its not for long...

we r still appreciate it much ..

i m happy that i m having him in my life..

trust is really important in a relationship...and

i trust him loads...=)

there are one and a half year to go to get together with him and always..

hopefully it will happen...

i love my baby so much...^^

online out of boredom..=P

2007-10-01T14:36:00.000+08:00

all form 3 students in our school are having pmr this whole week..

actually we need not going to school to study ..but then teacher said we will be having kelas tambahan this week ...pity neh ...i thought i can sleep late and wake up late ..=P

today we were just having maths for the whole morning.. which is maths s and maths t...the 1st subject was maths s...our class was combined with the science class ... the class was quite noisy at that time

i felt like throwing up caused of the noisiness and the air circulation in the class was not very good....added up the class has two fans only.... i felt very hot that time.. it's so not good...

i m kinda sick of it....4 hours for maths ...though we will have break ..but not for long.....just for 30 minutes ..then back to the other maths teacher...our class was ended on 12.00p.m.

all of us were rushing to go home ..some of them were going out while some of them were going tuition ..

everyone has their own plan to do this afternoon ...for me ...i m still staying at home looking at my computer screen as always...

there is nothing much i can do about it ..

as daddy doesnt give me permission to go out having tea with my bunch of friends...

luckily ...there is my computer accompanying me ..if not i will be dying of boredom ..

anyway ..right after this i will be taking a nap ..

so i think that's all for today....

Finally....

2007-09-29T19:23:00.000+08:00

finally i have finished my exam ...
haha ..i can actually have a nice chat with u guys in msn ..
missing u guys a lot..
well of course i miss my baby -more-
haha ... today right after we finished....me,ching,ling,liau, jer, and hien went out to have lunch together... though not for long, still we got to enjoy it much ..
hm ... seems like ching's mood has become better right after the exam finished ...
it's good to see her back ... miss her laughters...
after we had our lunch ... ching and me went to see the same dentist ...let's call him Mr.P..
i was there to check up ..
Mr.P was actually telling me that i should need to wear the 'stupid dummie plastic thingy' [the retainer] to maintain my teeth ...
did i told u that i was having braces on my teeth before...?
i think nope..
well yeah ... now i had my braces off ..but still need to continue to wear the stupid thingy...
when can i get it off? sigh~ hopefully one day it will...hehe

okay that's not the climax... Let's continue

once i need to turn to go out from the dentist room ...i carelessly caused a cup of water that had been ready which was actually put beside my seat .....it actually fell on my seat ..and my skirt was all wet...=X
oh gosh ....i really cant imagine how embarrassing was that time ...going out from the room and walked across the street to my shop ...
What a day~

My Lovely PiggiezZ

2007-09-28T18:28:00.000+08:00

these are my collection of piggieZz...
this is my favourite piggie of all...it's a birthday gift from Ming...thanks Ming ..i love it so much

27/9

2007-09-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th birthday to ZhiZhi ...<--- sweet 18 already lu ... kinda envy...naH! 30/10 will be mine too .. i m looking forward for that day to come ...i cant wait to have my sweet 18 birthday.. what can i do for this special sweet 18 birthday...? maybe hanging with friends or ..maybe hm .. i dont know..maybe just celebrate it alone AGAIN--- ... too bad ... anyway, cheer up girl ..<---i m actually talking to myself ..=P

today ...once again ..i had not enough time to finish up my economy paper..

aiyo....why cant i write a lil bit faster ...

or maybe just i wasted too much time on the essay part ...

10 minutes left ..what can i do again ...just try to draw the table ..

but still not enough time to calculate it ..

my 20 marks flown away just like that ...

just hope that i can pass...

to 'someone':

please dont act like u dont know anything in front of me okay! ...

i m not a stupid ... & i m not a kid.... wont be cheated that easily please ...

u act like u r not good at all ..and keep giving compliments to others ...

but i know that u r not giving it sincerely

u r actually 'smarter' than all of us ...but ..u act like u r an idiot ...! that's what i hate the most in you!

okay enough ..

i m too over already ...

calm down baby=X

feeling guilty...s0b

2007-09-24T13:40:00.000+08:00

finally ...i had finished two subjects...still left three subjects to go...
about today ... i thought that i wont be having much time to finished up my paper...
luckily i had finished it on time ...
Thanks God ...yeah this is the good news...
but what about the bad news...
aiyo ...kinda embarrassing ...
but i will still share with u all ..
i took mini bus to go home right after school finished...
while i was inside the bus ...
i was actually taking out few coins from my purse
and be ready to give it to him right after i reach my destination ...
however, when i reach,
i said bye to wan zai then got out from the car....
i didnt even notice that i didnt pay for the bus fee ...
suddenly i thought of "why m i still holding the coins" ..
by that time then i realised that i didnt pay ...
when i turned, the mini bus left...
i m still wondering if he did notice that i didnt pay ...but he should horn me if he did realised...
"why was wanzai doesnt tell me that i didnt pay" questioning in my mind....
or maybe he also didnt realised ..
coz he was daydreaming in the bus just now ..
i can see that ..haha ..=X
i really hope that i can meet the driver back
so that i can pay back the bus fee for today ..
=( ...God please lead me to the bus next time
so that i can pay back to him ....
i dont wanna owe anyone's money ..
feel so guilty nehz... forgive me not....=P

i m dying of reading!

2007-09-23T12:40:00.000+08:00

oh man ... i cant really giving full concentration with the PA....

i hate reading it ... its just like Sejarah that i had taken it in form1 till form 5...

too many things too read and memorise..

teacher warned us if we didnt get 50/60 ... if not

we will be going to do all the notes from chapter 1 till 4...

fortunately we didn't sign any contract or make a promise with the teacher..

haha.. i think maybe she is just kindly want us to try our best to score in her paper...

well.. she isn't that bad afterall <---i think?

what m i going to do now...?

just start it off now.... no choice... Blerk~

Thanks a lot..

2007-09-22T09:52:00.000+08:00

hm ...really thanks to baby, bao and pingping for being a good listener..
thanks to suekiun ...for always giving encouragement and support to me ...
thanks to ching and also ivan for being concern and caring ...
thanks to chris goh goh & mingyap goh also...
i am really happy for having u guys as my friends...=)
huggies^^ winkZz

Frienship Never End~

not doing well this time..

2007-09-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

m i going to fail my muet..? can i get more than band 3..? i really dont know..
sigh~ today all lower 6 students in out school were having muet exam in the school hall ..
well ..u can guessed that inside there is totally hot and suffocating without switching on the air conditioner... for the listening part in muet paper 1...i really couldn't listen clearly to what the ppl say in the radio...maybe it was the echo because we were sitting for the exam in the hall... i really dont know what to do with my answer sheet...so i just randomly choose the answer... too bad ....
lastly i had done the worst essay writing ever in form 6...lol.. i had no time to think more points for the essay. Right after i finished my summary ...i was just having 30 minutes left .. So u can see that how rush i was in writing the essay... with my ugliest and dirtiest writing ever ...i dont think teacher will be please with my answersheet... =X ...anyway ...i will be ready for the next subject to come ...hope nothing goes wrong...

i m sorry

2007-09-21T14:21:00.000+08:00

i m here to say sorry to my friend-W- for one last time..

really sorry for what i had done to u last sunday..

that night ching was performing at stage as a drummer in a band competition ..

well ..i was there to support her with our friends too..

once i reach there..i was happy to see that everyone had arrived .... i tot that night would be an enjoyable night for me ...however i really dont know why..when i was there ...i feel like i m invisible among my friends ...i cant get into their topic! ... "what actually had happened" i asked myself...but i really cant get it...how come i cant get along with them ...i had fun with them in these two month before that sunday but why ...? right after ching performed...i went home ...

that time i really felt very bad mood..i typed one unpleasant sms to -w- which sounds like i dont wanna be friend with him anymore...<--- this sounds a bit childish really ...i m regret of doing it ..its just like i m putting all the fault on -W-

since then ...-W- never ever talk to me at school.... he keeps ignoring me until now... i can see that i m invisible in his eyes...i told him that i m sorry and i treated him like my bestest friend ever ...however he said that he treated me as his best friend as well....but he seems like he didnt take any action for that ...but i did ..i did smile with him today that causing me feel uneasy when i saw he didnt even notice me at all ..and just walked past me ...

sometimes i felt stupid for myself until tears dropped down from my eyes.. when will this end? i cant stand anymore...even today when i was doing my essays[muet exam]... my mind was kept disturbed by this..everyday i just keep hoping that tomorrow will be better...

Hello there..

2007-09-21T13:11:00.002+08:00

i m a newbie blogger here..
i m here to share about my life with all of u..
why m i suddenly feel want blogging ...well...it's because of one incident that caused me feel really upset until now...and i wish to share it with u all here..
maybe it would be better to express my feelings using typing here more than talking..
hehe ..so all of u out there... dont hesitate to have a look when're free....
u are always welcome ...=P